the big news. i got a job! yay! at a very tasty coffee shop. now to get through all the technicalities so i can actually start earning money. yay! so happy.
the down news. i am so done with math. i just cant stand to think about it anymore. it feels like this should be my last year of school when really ive got all next year to go. groan.
i went to a college reception for U of portland. that was fun. but i still want to visit both that and U of seattle. still gonna do the TAG system even more so now that i have a job. oh and i still dont know what else i wanna do. gonna major in english most likely but what else? bleh. at least i dont have to worry too much about the SAT just yet. but i would like to get it over with. plus im gonna need it if i wanna get my applications in earlier. but then again i cant send any until im in college since there's a whole nother process to apply as a transfer student. at least its easier to get in that way i think.
trying oh so hard to write. once again math is holding me back from my literary happiness. i havent read a book in like 3 months! ACK! cry. maybe thats another reason why i hate it so much.
and they're coming to take me away haha they're coming to take me away hoho heehee haha to the funny farm where life is beautiful all the time
sigh.
oh btw. HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!!!! here's my fav drinking song in honor of it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luT-p4oNYNU&feature=PlayList&p=343E4F5D8EA5B6DE&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=16
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Stuff Stuff Stuff and Fluff
hi!
im turning into a once a month blogger i think. hm. makes sense. not much exciting things happening. valentines day is coming. meh. nothing big for me. oh for the days when God tells me who it is i will love. actually im very glad i have not dated yet. especially in middle school. i thought thats what i wanted but im so glad i didnt. im quite happy to wait for God's direction. besides i have to focus on writing and figuring out what i really want to do.
i went to college night at school and learned quite a few things. im going to do the TAG system. where you take as many college classes in hs as you can then go to a community college so i can enter a university or something as a junior. that way i will minimize my college time. plus its cheaper. sounds good to me.
i know i want to be a writer, to publish my novel series along with a few other things. but i dont think that will be my main career. publishing isnt much of an income in my opinion. plus if my life was only sitting at home and writing i dont think that would make me very happy. i mean i love writing but that not all i want to do. so i have to figure that out.
i will continue acting as a hobby and take a class in college (maybe make it a minor) but i dont think thats the path for me though i enjoy it a whole whole lot. maybe ill try a tv show or a movie. i cant sing well enough to be on broadway unfortunately. but im okay with that i think.
im really good at party planning and baking. im gonna take a catering class so we'll see if i like that. also ill take a class in computers. i love video and picture editing. dont know if its a career option though.
geez im so used to knowing who i am. ive always known who i am and what i wanted. this is not very fun being unsure. guess its time to pray. show me the way Lord.
im trying to drive a lot more so i can perhaps take my test in march like im supposed to. we'll see how it goes.
school is ultra boring right now. i seem to keep falling asleep. thats not good. i couldnt get into CSF this semester cause i was one point short. but i still got the silver honor roll. i guess thats good. but i feel like im being a lazy ass. ugh. i dont know what im doing lately. so indecisive.
im kinda dreading senior year. kinda sad. i need something happy .
i got allergy tested since im fed up with having bad acne and am trying to finally pinpoint its cause once and for all. im getting treated for some of my allergies but its a very long process of not being able to eat stuff. it feels like im back to being a little kid. except henry's and jimbo's has better food now. compared to the stuff i ate as a kid this stuff is pretty good. health foods improved. but it still sucks when i cant eat what my friends are eating. sigh.
well that all i have to say. i have to have some of the lengthiest nothing rant posts ever. oh well. noone reads this thing anyway. its more like my diary than anything else. oh well.
im turning into a once a month blogger i think. hm. makes sense. not much exciting things happening. valentines day is coming. meh. nothing big for me. oh for the days when God tells me who it is i will love. actually im very glad i have not dated yet. especially in middle school. i thought thats what i wanted but im so glad i didnt. im quite happy to wait for God's direction. besides i have to focus on writing and figuring out what i really want to do.
i went to college night at school and learned quite a few things. im going to do the TAG system. where you take as many college classes in hs as you can then go to a community college so i can enter a university or something as a junior. that way i will minimize my college time. plus its cheaper. sounds good to me.
i know i want to be a writer, to publish my novel series along with a few other things. but i dont think that will be my main career. publishing isnt much of an income in my opinion. plus if my life was only sitting at home and writing i dont think that would make me very happy. i mean i love writing but that not all i want to do. so i have to figure that out.
i will continue acting as a hobby and take a class in college (maybe make it a minor) but i dont think thats the path for me though i enjoy it a whole whole lot. maybe ill try a tv show or a movie. i cant sing well enough to be on broadway unfortunately. but im okay with that i think.
im really good at party planning and baking. im gonna take a catering class so we'll see if i like that. also ill take a class in computers. i love video and picture editing. dont know if its a career option though.
geez im so used to knowing who i am. ive always known who i am and what i wanted. this is not very fun being unsure. guess its time to pray. show me the way Lord.
im trying to drive a lot more so i can perhaps take my test in march like im supposed to. we'll see how it goes.
school is ultra boring right now. i seem to keep falling asleep. thats not good. i couldnt get into CSF this semester cause i was one point short. but i still got the silver honor roll. i guess thats good. but i feel like im being a lazy ass. ugh. i dont know what im doing lately. so indecisive.
im kinda dreading senior year. kinda sad. i need something happy .
i got allergy tested since im fed up with having bad acne and am trying to finally pinpoint its cause once and for all. im getting treated for some of my allergies but its a very long process of not being able to eat stuff. it feels like im back to being a little kid. except henry's and jimbo's has better food now. compared to the stuff i ate as a kid this stuff is pretty good. health foods improved. but it still sucks when i cant eat what my friends are eating. sigh.
well that all i have to say. i have to have some of the lengthiest nothing rant posts ever. oh well. noone reads this thing anyway. its more like my diary than anything else. oh well.
Monday, January 5, 2009
happy new years and such...
hope you alls had a good one as well as a good christmas. i had a good christmas but not such a good new years.
on new years eve my parents went up to the rose parade to help with the float crew for the float made by the city my dad works for. that left me and my brother, who decided to go to a 10:30 showing of the spirit, which her thoroughly enjoyed. so i was left alone with only the dogs and an anime. it was pretty okay though i do admit i was terribly lonely and a bit scared. the anime distracted me until about midnight then my neighborhood started its celebration with the noise of illegal fireworks and gunshots. i found my stupider dog in the living room. he has this thing about loud noises so i stayed there with him for a while. it took a bit of convincing to get him back in my parents bedroom but i just brought the laptop with me and watched more anime while he settled down. when my bro finally got home my dog was happy again. i guess im not enough of an Alpha to kepp him company. oh well i was so frazzles and upset i left the dogs to him and went to bed. the next day i was left to myself as well since my bro went out to do erands. well at least i wasnt scared this time. i dabbled on the computer and finished the anime from the night before. fun day.
christmas was better. i got books! a complete collection of Edgar Allan Poe, Jane Austen 7 novels collection, the inheritance box set, howl's moving castle, and through a gift card and exchange i was finally able to repurchase Inkheart and get Inkdeath.
i had to rearrange my bookcase. twas fun. hee hee.
i also was given luggage for my europe trip. its so cool!
for the rest of my vacation i went shopping, read, wrote, went to horton plaza in san diego, and played the game i got for christamas: kingdom hearts re:chain of memories. tis allot of fun.
um what else. i attempted to get together with the butterflu but that plan fell out, twice. we needs to start filming for our shows.
i didnt really get to go to b&n though unfortunately. i did get to see marley and me but i really wanted to see benjamin button and 7 pounds. didnt though.
i need to start applying for jobs again now that the holidays are over. hopefully ill find one.
its still quite cold for a californian right now. my friend who lives a bit norther had to scrape ice of the windshield with a credit card for the second time this winter. thats huge!
i think thats a bout it. i finally wrote three pages in a row last night. yay! ive been so distracted when i sit down to wright. perhaps i like thinking about it more than writing about it.
on new years eve my parents went up to the rose parade to help with the float crew for the float made by the city my dad works for. that left me and my brother, who decided to go to a 10:30 showing of the spirit, which her thoroughly enjoyed. so i was left alone with only the dogs and an anime. it was pretty okay though i do admit i was terribly lonely and a bit scared. the anime distracted me until about midnight then my neighborhood started its celebration with the noise of illegal fireworks and gunshots. i found my stupider dog in the living room. he has this thing about loud noises so i stayed there with him for a while. it took a bit of convincing to get him back in my parents bedroom but i just brought the laptop with me and watched more anime while he settled down. when my bro finally got home my dog was happy again. i guess im not enough of an Alpha to kepp him company. oh well i was so frazzles and upset i left the dogs to him and went to bed. the next day i was left to myself as well since my bro went out to do erands. well at least i wasnt scared this time. i dabbled on the computer and finished the anime from the night before. fun day.
christmas was better. i got books! a complete collection of Edgar Allan Poe, Jane Austen 7 novels collection, the inheritance box set, howl's moving castle, and through a gift card and exchange i was finally able to repurchase Inkheart and get Inkdeath.
i had to rearrange my bookcase. twas fun. hee hee.
i also was given luggage for my europe trip. its so cool!
for the rest of my vacation i went shopping, read, wrote, went to horton plaza in san diego, and played the game i got for christamas: kingdom hearts re:chain of memories. tis allot of fun.
um what else. i attempted to get together with the butterflu but that plan fell out, twice. we needs to start filming for our shows.
i didnt really get to go to b&n though unfortunately. i did get to see marley and me but i really wanted to see benjamin button and 7 pounds. didnt though.
i need to start applying for jobs again now that the holidays are over. hopefully ill find one.
its still quite cold for a californian right now. my friend who lives a bit norther had to scrape ice of the windshield with a credit card for the second time this winter. thats huge!
i think thats a bout it. i finally wrote three pages in a row last night. yay! ive been so distracted when i sit down to wright. perhaps i like thinking about it more than writing about it.
Monday, December 15, 2008
The time has come the walrus said.....
ive been gone for so so long. sigh. school is such a bother. at least its raining now. yay! well what have i been up to? im trying ever so hard to keep writing though its getting hard to focus lately. uh oh. i cant seem to manage my many hobbies as always so that i cant do anything i want to. again. sigh.
well i finally saw sweeney todd. i love anything johnny deppXtim burton. though i have to say its not as good as the play. after listening to the play soundtrack and reading about it on wiki the movie just cant compare. sorry johnny. but i did love your singing!
the high school section of our school is having a contest of who can decorate their classroom the most festive for christmas! our room is so gonna win. i spent the whole day stapling light to the wall about 4 ft above my head. dizzying.
i still cant wait until europe. we are definately going now! eeeee!
what else?
i have been desperately searching for a job but i cannot seem to find one. theres only one place owned by a friend of ours but its too far.
i miss my voice lessons. i had to quit for my play a while ago and now money is really tight so i dont dare ask to go back. plus europe....
10 days till christmas!!!!!!!!
also, i finally saw twilight!!!!
i was surprised to find i actually liked it. of course out of the ten people in the theater i could tell only about three other people had read the book. how do i know? because they were the only others laughing hysterically at the same parts i was. also they whooped when jacob came on with their encouragement i COULD NOT stop myself from letting out one small squeal. ugh. im so mad at myself. it was also allot of fun because i went two of my good friends who hadnt read the books and i was able to keep whispering notes to them.they both liked it and want to read the books now! yay! though there are details that kinda annoy me (im extremely picky when it comes to adaptations) i was again surprised to see i didnt mind that much. also i think that the actors, though they dont look quite right, did an honestly good job. so there is my shockingly positive opinion. yipee!
okay i think thats it. hopefully ill come back more quickly this time.
well i finally saw sweeney todd. i love anything johnny deppXtim burton. though i have to say its not as good as the play. after listening to the play soundtrack and reading about it on wiki the movie just cant compare. sorry johnny. but i did love your singing!
the high school section of our school is having a contest of who can decorate their classroom the most festive for christmas! our room is so gonna win. i spent the whole day stapling light to the wall about 4 ft above my head. dizzying.
i still cant wait until europe. we are definately going now! eeeee!
what else?
i have been desperately searching for a job but i cannot seem to find one. theres only one place owned by a friend of ours but its too far.
i miss my voice lessons. i had to quit for my play a while ago and now money is really tight so i dont dare ask to go back. plus europe....
10 days till christmas!!!!!!!!
also, i finally saw twilight!!!!
i was surprised to find i actually liked it. of course out of the ten people in the theater i could tell only about three other people had read the book. how do i know? because they were the only others laughing hysterically at the same parts i was. also they whooped when jacob came on with their encouragement i COULD NOT stop myself from letting out one small squeal. ugh. im so mad at myself. it was also allot of fun because i went two of my good friends who hadnt read the books and i was able to keep whispering notes to them.they both liked it and want to read the books now! yay! though there are details that kinda annoy me (im extremely picky when it comes to adaptations) i was again surprised to see i didnt mind that much. also i think that the actors, though they dont look quite right, did an honestly good job. so there is my shockingly positive opinion. yipee!
okay i think thats it. hopefully ill come back more quickly this time.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Happy B-day to Me
well actually its a little late like three days late. oh well. im 17! yay. not.
im officially finished with the little mermaid. it was allot of fun and my friends who saw it can't shutup about it. which is a good thing. im gonna miss that cast so much. is sad.
im going job hunting this weekend because i seriously need to start making money for my trip to europe this summer. ive got about 4 places in mind. we'll see what happens. wish me luck.
umm...happy halloween! really late. me and my friends dressed up as gypsies this year. they insisted on walking around the neighborhood though i consider us to be too old but hey what was i gonna do? just stay behind? so we went for an hour only. we watched four scary movies. children of the corn, beetlejuice, the grudge, and sleepy hollow. the first i found stupid and we were all actually making fun of it. the second was just odd. the grudge was actually a bit creepy but then again have i mentioned i just dont get scared. my friends were hiding there faces and im just watching the movie with a blank expression. sigh. its sad really. im too desensitized. the last movie is one of my alltime favorites. hello! johnny depp and time burton! whats not to love?!
im finally free to do some relaxing besides school work and it feels good. not to mention the frigid weather we're having makes my mood even better. im just a very happy person at the moment and it makes me glad.
im officially finished with the little mermaid. it was allot of fun and my friends who saw it can't shutup about it. which is a good thing. im gonna miss that cast so much. is sad.
im going job hunting this weekend because i seriously need to start making money for my trip to europe this summer. ive got about 4 places in mind. we'll see what happens. wish me luck.
umm...happy halloween! really late. me and my friends dressed up as gypsies this year. they insisted on walking around the neighborhood though i consider us to be too old but hey what was i gonna do? just stay behind? so we went for an hour only. we watched four scary movies. children of the corn, beetlejuice, the grudge, and sleepy hollow. the first i found stupid and we were all actually making fun of it. the second was just odd. the grudge was actually a bit creepy but then again have i mentioned i just dont get scared. my friends were hiding there faces and im just watching the movie with a blank expression. sigh. its sad really. im too desensitized. the last movie is one of my alltime favorites. hello! johnny depp and time burton! whats not to love?!
im finally free to do some relaxing besides school work and it feels good. not to mention the frigid weather we're having makes my mood even better. im just a very happy person at the moment and it makes me glad.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Desert Island Meme
Tagged by Bookbutterfly
1. List the 10 books/collected works/series that you would bring on a desert island.
2. (Optional) Say why you would bring them.
3. Link to the person who linked to you.
4. Tag 6 people to also do the meme.
5. Leave a comment to let those people know.
1. my classic collection (tom sawyer, huck finn, a little princess, the secret garden, heidi, lotr, hobbit)-okay thats kinda out there but i group them because theyre the solid books that make me feel secure. why, i have no idea.
2. the merlin books by TA Barron-well its a series and two trilogys but i see them as all one series because theyre chronological. i really really love these books.
3. Castaways of the flying Dutchman-im in a passionate love with these 3 books. again i dont know why. plus id want these if i was stuck on an island.
4. pendragon series-good for a laugh and dang that kids smart. might give me an idea on how to get off the island.
5. twilight series-they beautiful.
6. inkheart series-dream of escape into the inkworld.
7. Arms of love and surrender by carmen marcoux-keep me strong in faith.
8. keys to the kingdom series
9. my side of the mountain and on the far side of the mountain
10. beatrix potter collection.
i tag whoever. im so out of the loop i dont know where the loop is located anymore.
1. List the 10 books/collected works/series that you would bring on a desert island.
2. (Optional) Say why you would bring them.
3. Link to the person who linked to you.
4. Tag 6 people to also do the meme.
5. Leave a comment to let those people know.
1. my classic collection (tom sawyer, huck finn, a little princess, the secret garden, heidi, lotr, hobbit)-okay thats kinda out there but i group them because theyre the solid books that make me feel secure. why, i have no idea.
2. the merlin books by TA Barron-well its a series and two trilogys but i see them as all one series because theyre chronological. i really really love these books.
3. Castaways of the flying Dutchman-im in a passionate love with these 3 books. again i dont know why. plus id want these if i was stuck on an island.
4. pendragon series-good for a laugh and dang that kids smart. might give me an idea on how to get off the island.
5. twilight series-they beautiful.
6. inkheart series-dream of escape into the inkworld.
7. Arms of love and surrender by carmen marcoux-keep me strong in faith.
8. keys to the kingdom series
9. my side of the mountain and on the far side of the mountain
10. beatrix potter collection.
i tag whoever. im so out of the loop i dont know where the loop is located anymore.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Long time no seeeeeeeeeeee!
hokay. for one, school is going better. i was able to drop physics (yes!) so i only have to take chemistry next year while i get to stay in pre-cal this year so i dont have a math next year. perfecto. pre-cal is also going easier than before. so all in all its going just.....school. meh.
the little mermaid opens next wednesday! eeek! it goes more to the book than the movie and of course our director likes to throw things in for fun (he writes the scripts) so its really fun. i play the prince's old nanny and i have to cry pitifully on stage and embarass hime about stuff he did as a child. (its going to be hard not to laugh while im crying)
i did audition for little women but i dont think ill get in. i felt kinda young (im barely old enough) and plus i have a phobia of auditions where i start to hyperventalate. (even though this was like my 10th one) my heart rate was lower this time but my singing STILL was pretty below my best. it sucks. he'll never know how i can actually sing. sigh.
im going to europe. ive got to get a job though and my christmas and birthday are going to be very small. oh well. im going to freakin' europe! so fun. i applied to both Bath and Body works as well as See's candy o top of auditioning for little woman so we'll see if i get any bites. wish me luck.
im so busy. rehersals all this and next week until we open. im tired already. ive got to learn the waltz and me and my partner are pretty good but hes really tall so he takes to big of steps. well must go sleep.
the little mermaid opens next wednesday! eeek! it goes more to the book than the movie and of course our director likes to throw things in for fun (he writes the scripts) so its really fun. i play the prince's old nanny and i have to cry pitifully on stage and embarass hime about stuff he did as a child. (its going to be hard not to laugh while im crying)
i did audition for little women but i dont think ill get in. i felt kinda young (im barely old enough) and plus i have a phobia of auditions where i start to hyperventalate. (even though this was like my 10th one) my heart rate was lower this time but my singing STILL was pretty below my best. it sucks. he'll never know how i can actually sing. sigh.
im going to europe. ive got to get a job though and my christmas and birthday are going to be very small. oh well. im going to freakin' europe! so fun. i applied to both Bath and Body works as well as See's candy o top of auditioning for little woman so we'll see if i get any bites. wish me luck.
im so busy. rehersals all this and next week until we open. im tired already. ive got to learn the waltz and me and my partner are pretty good but hes really tall so he takes to big of steps. well must go sleep.
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